Hard earned.
I learned very quickly in my life that (really) good things only seem to happen to me when I’ve (really) earned it.
Exhibit A: back in my youth, I was in a very dubious “relationship” that, in the course of a year, managed to destroy my soul to the point that it took years to recover. I had lost value of myself as a person, was treated like dirt by this supposed boyfriend and was metaphorically and emotionally dragged through the mud.
Then, just as that relationship was falling apart, I met Dan and my life got infinitely better from that point onwards. It sounds dramatic to say that Dan saved my life, but you know what I mean, right? He turned my life around so much, it’s hard to remember the old me.
It’s no surprise that last year was a complete write-off, with mum being in hospital and all the drama that it generated (okay, I generated some of that drama too). But I knew that it was only happening because of the wedding. And I can’t to go into the drama that led to us eloping, because it still hurts us today, it still hurts our families and our only consolation is that our reasons behind why we eloped are still valid. I’m sorry that it’s so cryptic, but thats the most I can share. But getting married was the best thing to have happened to me and I knew it was only made possible by the most difficult year I had lived through.
The last month has been a challenge for me; I’ve been tested personally and professionally and I’m not entirely sure if I passed or not. But you know when your life just continually kicks you in the shins, just when you think things might start to look up, life just says “hahaha, sucked in!”? My life had reached a point where even minor set backs were worthy of an Oscar-winning sook-fest. Woe is me, #firstworldproblems, etc.
I was literally just trying to get through each day, surviving on a diet of adrenaline, deadlines and shifting goalposts.
Then, yesterday, I was rewarded. I had a nice day with mum, taking her to an appointment. I even managed to get some shopping in on my way home.
Then I got home and found an email telling us that we have a moving date. Our tenants will be out within a couple of weeks and we can start to move into Suburbia.
I’ve desperately waiting for this, I’m ready to move, as much as I’ll miss living in Bohemia. The new neighbours here are shitting us off big time and as Gough said It’s Time. Everything is falling into place. And it feels as though it’s happening because I’ve earned it.
Thank you, universe.
Caturday: Fang
A lazy morning hanging around on the bed with my Bear.
And Bear’s showing off his fang.

Every Saturday (almost, anyway) I post a photo of my cats to celebrate Caturday. Why don’t you join in, too? rainbowtatt’s Caturday is not fussed in any way if any Dogurday, Ferrettday, Fishday or Snakeday participants want to join in :)
On the buses
Disclaimer: I wrote this yesterday, so any references to “yesterday” means Friday.
This week I’ve been catching the bus to work while Talyn gets a facelift. It doubles my travel time to work (at least) and involves catching 2 buses and about 25 minutes of walking.
I alternate between being a complete sook about it, and actually enjoying it. I sook because I have to wake up so much earlier, I get home so much later and because sometimes, people SMELL BAD on the bus. One was so bad, I actually wondered if it was me.
(It wasn’t.)
But then I enjoy catching the bus because I get to read (or at least try to), I can listen to Adele (or a podcast) and I can get in some quality time just people-watching. Or enjoy watching the world as it zooms past.

I get to listen to the high school kids who are all giggly and noisy and talk about things that are both too mature and immature for their age. I listen to the mobile phone conversations about family dramas and how the traffic is making us all late for work. I watch how people standing in the aisle STILL don’t know how to move to the back of the bus, how they don’t move from the front seat for the sweet little nana on her walking stick and how they sit in the aisle seat when the window seat is still empty (and how they get stroppy if you dare to ask to sit next to them).
But I HAVE noticed that more people thank the bus drivers when they’re getting off. That’s nice.
Yesterday was one of those days where buses were running late (or just not turning up) and the traffic was hectic enough to make me late for work. One of my pet hates. It’s a test of my patience and it teaches me that I can’t control everything (not even peak hour traffic).
But by comparison, Thursday was one of those dream days where everything ran perfectly. I thought I’d missed buses, but they were actually running late. The buses were largely empty (hurrah, seat to myself!) and I even had enough time to duck into the servo while I was waiting for the last bus home and was able to enjoy my Snickers bar and bottle of icy cold Coke Zero in relative peace and tranquility at the back of the bus.

NRMA very kindly rang the plastic surgeon yesterday and estimate that Talyn will be ready for me to collect on Tuesday. They originally said Monday, but it’s still better than Wednesday, which was the estimated completion date when the accident actually happened.
Needless to say, it’s going to be a VERY happy reunion when Talyn and I are finally reunited!
Postscript: so now that today is Sunday and Talyn is supposed to be ready Tuesday… this means that tomorrow I can say that I’m “picking the car up tomorrow”

Caturday: the box Bear
Give Bear a cardboard box and his life is complete.

Every Saturday (almost, anyway) I post a photo of my cats to celebrate Caturday. Why don’t you join in, too? rainbowtatt’s Caturday is not fussed in any way if any Dogurday, ferrettday, fishday or snakeday participants want to join in :)
26 things – dark and round
Chugging along at a nice pace for this year’s 26 things photographic scavenger hunt:

Round (a): Pretty pink paper pom poms :)
- Dark
- Glow
- Smile
- Weather
- New
- Round
- Tangle
- Up in the air
- Patterns
- Tomorrow
- Eyes
- A sign
- A Self Portrait
















